Conveniently yours!

How many times have you felt like you were just being used, like someone was just playing along for it was convenient for them to not argue, like there is nothing like mutual consent (almost sounds like I’m discussing sex here, but yours truly is just talking about stuff in general, can be sex as well), like your state of mind doesn’t make a rotting apples difference ‘to their life?

If you choose to be cynical, you’ll all of a sudden find everything around you so very conditional and based on reasons, mostly of some benefit to the other person. Let’s not forget, that you too are the “other person” for some other person (any confusion caused is unintentional. Just keep the coffee mug aside and read it again, you’ll know what I meant). The invitation for lunch at your best friend’s place was based on the reason that he/she was free that day. The fact that you wanted to meet lies in the periphery.

Worst is the feeling when you decide to back out of the plan for a reason that seems unavoidable to you and that very particular friend has the nerve to get mad at you. You wonder if you are to call back and apologise once again or just take it from there, ignoring the cold response, like nothing happened. I do, wonder that is.